Five years ago this past Monday (February 28th, 2006), God confirmed through Scripture what He’d been birthing in my heart for a little over a month. The call to move our family to Cheyenne, and start Element Church. It was a calling I never saw coming, but as I look back, it was YEARS in the making. I wish I had time to recount all the small steps that got me to where I am today, but I’ll start a little closer in the time line and a couple key moments.
For 7 years I lived in Gillette, WY and served an AMAZING group of students as their youth pastor at High Plains Community Church. I LOVED my church, LOVED my job and LOVED the team I was working with. I had and STILL have tremendous respect for my senior pastor there, and credit much of my own spiritual growth as a person and as a pastor to him. I seriously believed I could be, and was willing to be the youth pastor there as long as they’d have me. But God had something else in store for me…a NEW thing. It was something I NEVER saw coming.
In March of 2005 I was at a conference meeting for our denomination when two church planters from our conference posed a question, that at the time, I didn’t think much of. First off, I was amazed at the success that both these pastors had achieved so quickly in the churches they led, and the skill sets that God seemed to pour out on them to lead. Because of churches like theirs and leaders of their caliber I had often said: “There’s NO WAY I’ll ever plant a church. I’m just not wired for it.” (Ha Ha, famous last words)
These two pastors sat down at dinner across the table from me and asked, “Have you ever thought about planting a church Jeff?” After choking down the food that was in my mouth, I responded “I’ll never plant a church, but if I did, I’d probably plant in Cheyenne.” I don’t know why I said that. They didn’t ask where I’d plant. I just thought “They are church planters at heart, and Cheyenne is the biggest city in Wyoming, maybe their looking for the next place to start a church.” And I just threw it out there. I literally didn’t think a THING about it for almost a year, still believing God would be out of his mind to ask me to plant a church. Then January 10th, 2006 happened.
On January 10th, 2006 I was doing my morning devotions and was also reading a book by Erwin McManus called “The Barbarian Way”. On Page 54 of that book I read these words, and God used them to pierce my heart with His Holy Spirit:
“Our civilized faith demands caviar and escargot; our barbaric faith accepts that we might have to eat fish eggs and snails. We look to Jesus not to fulfill our shallow longings or to provide for us creature comforts. We look to Him to lead us where He needs us most and where we can accomplish the most good.”
I immediately was convicted by the Lord. I had grown comfortable in my faith, my calling and my ministry. Through my tears I apologized “Lord, I’m sorry that I have chosen comfort instead of asking ‘Where can I do you the most good?’” I committed that day to start praying that prayer EVERY day. “Lord, put me where I can do you the most good.” If it meant I stayed at High Plains in Gillette, then PRAISE THE LORD, but if it meant we moved on to something new, I would praise Him just the same. I just wanted to be where HE wanted me.
It wasn’t long into that 2006 change to my prayer life that God began stirring my heart for a new thing. At first I thought, “God’s closing the door on youth ministry and we’re gonna be called to come fill a position as a senior pastor at one of our established denominational churches”. Sabrina had started praying along these lines as well, and we were both OK going WHEREVER He wanted us to go, WHENEVER He wanted that to be, so we could become WHOEVER He wanted us to become. We just wanted to be in HIS will.
That’s when I started feeling God place the city of Cheyenne on my heart. I told God I saw 2 major problems with that…#1 We don’t have a denominational church already established in Cheyenne, and #2 I’VE NEVER BEEN TO CHEYENNE! I was like “God, SURELY you’re not talking about Cheyenne, WY cause that means I have to PLANT a church, and You know, or I’ll remind You, YOU DIDN’T GIFT ME FOR THAT.” But thankfully, God wasn’t satisfied with what I thought.
All through February I was seeking the Lord. I KNEW that if I was going to plant a church ANYWHERE I better make sure that GOD was really the one asking me to go. This all culminated on February 28th of 2006. I opened my Bible to do my morning devotions and started reading right where I was at the previous day. I desperately wanted confirmation from the Lord that I was truly sensing His call. I said “Lord, if you want me to plant a church in Cheyenne I’ll go, but I HAVE to know that this is of You! I won’t go unless you go with me. PLEASE confirm your will!”
I don’t remember where I started reading that day, but what I ended up reading changed my life forever. I came to Isaiah 43:18-19 and it was as if God’s Spirit jumped off the page to my heart. “But forget all that — it is nothing compared to what I am going to do. For I am about to do a brand new thing. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway in the wilderness for my people to come home. I will create rivers for them in the desert!” It was like God was saying “YES, YES YES! I am asking you to go. It’s your NEW THING!” Sabrina was standing not too far away when I read that and I said to her “Honey, we’re going to Cheyenne!”
I refer back to that c0nversation at our denominational conference often. I pull out that book to read the quote or read that passage in that same Bible every couple months. It reminds me of WHY I do what I do. We didn’t start Element Church for any other reason. I don’t lead Element Church for any other reason. I don’t preach ANY sermon for ANY other reason. I do what I do and I’ll continue to do it…because of THE CALL! I HAVE to, because HE asked me to! I can’t believe He chose me, but He did! And I’m just doing my best to bring HIM praise! This time of year will always be a great reminder to me of God’s call upon my life.
Called,
Jeff